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Paris Tuesday Jany [January] 1.1867
My dear wife,
This is The first day of the new year, how sad it opens to me! In a foreign land, with all that is dear to me remaining on Earth beyond The ocean far far distant either on the road to a desolate home or around its desolate fire sides! Well 'I will not [deleted text: think] nurse such gloomy ideas, let us hope That the new year may be happier & That we may be better. God knows I can not [cannot] regret that 1866 is gone, & think its calamities will not enter with us into 67. I had hoped this morning that I should have heard of the safe arrival of the ship in N. [New] York, and as yet we have no intelligence of you I will keep this letter open hoping to hear until the last moment & put a post script [postscript]. I had hoped to have blessed the new year for your safe arrival on the other side of the ocean & yet you may get in to day [today] & I shall then hear to morrow [tomorrow]. I had appointed yesterday to leave for Cadiz, but that trip is now impossible. Spain is in such a condition that she refuses
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all passports, & if she would grant Them no body [nobody] would be safe in The country, Therefore I can not [cannot] get There, but The La France Ocean St. [illegible text] the same day, and will not go by St. Thomas where the cholera & yellow fever is raging, but will Touch a little below at the French Island of Gaudelope [Guadeloupe] which is reported healthy, & goes to N. [New] Orleans Touching Two days at Havanna which will enable me to receive letters from home & get The news & Still proceed on to N. [New] Orleans if I find I can do so. I very much regret to lose my Spanish trip, [deleted text: but] I had set my heart on it, but it is impossible & Therefore I Submit. The French Ship will arrive at N. [New] Orleans the fourth of February. I shall be a long long Time hearing from you all. I will close until to-morrow [tomorrow] my general health is excellent, asthma so far gone, Throat well, & my teeth also seem quite well, I have been a little under the weather temporarily for a few days past but That has about passed away.
Farewell for today
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Jany [January] 2nd
No news of the steamer today, tho' [though] you may have arrived as we have had no Telegram of any sort from across for the last Two days. I trust my dear Julia that at last you have passed thro' [through] the dangers & discomforts of The sea. Mrs Burt & Julia are Sitting around the fire, not yet gone, were yesterday looking at apartments with Genl [General] & Mrs Breckinridge with them They now expect To Take quarters for a month. Julia says she is in love, The handsome Capt [Captain] Bonaparte has paid her Two visits. Mrs. Lawton is also here but says she leaves for Italy as soon soon [soon] as the present snow storm now raging in Paris is over. What a singular person! I really fear That spiritualism or something else is disturbing The healthy action of her clear intellect, but not a word of this to a human being. Mrs Ferguson is doing well. I wrote you she lost a baby. I had almost determined to take The [unclear text: hills] to Paris Saturday next then The [illegible text] to New York. Old Col [Colonel] Blount of which [deleted text: was] was anxious to Take me along & Take care of baggage etc. & my dear Darling I would have done so but for my promise to you, I know
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every Thing looks worse & worse on our side of the ocean, but when will it be any better. Is this state of things to last all ways? To me it is becoming intolerable, & it must end soon. Our old acquaintance Milton Brown of Tennessee who used to board with us at Mrs Carters is here. He Thinks I can go home with safety, & he ought to know something of Andy Johnson. But I hope to hear all about it at Havanna. I will write you by every mail until I leave. Kiss the dear little children for me, bless Their little hearts how I long to see Them & Take Them To my arms. Give my kindest love to Dudley. Also to Gabe & his family & to Mrs. Vickers, [unclear text: Elena] Julia & her people Uncle James & his family & all of our friends & relatives God bless you my dearest darling Pray for me, That I may be a better man in the new year Than in all the old ones gone before in my Time. Yours as ever
[Signed] Toombs
P.S. Mrs. B. [Armistead Burt] & Julia send Their best love to you