Letter, Paris, to Julia [Ann DuBose Toombs], 1866 Dec. 23

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Paris Sunday morning Dec 23d Dec. [December]
My Dear Julia,
I felt so badly yesterday That I did not begin my letter to you, The night you left I returned to the room & did not go to sleep until after Two o'clock. I felt so sad at parting with you, and could not help Thinking of what a long dreary Trip you had That night. I went Early next morning to the Steam packet officer to learn what I could about the departure of the steamer from Cadiz in order to telegraff [telegraphe] you, but Still they had not heard further inquiry [inquiry] I found They had telegraffed [telegraphed] Marseilles instead of Madrid, They had as well have Telegraffed [Telegraphed] Timbutto [Timbucktoo] . I immediately Telegraffed [Telegraphed] to Madrid & expect to hear this evening, at all events before I close This letter, but my mind is made up whether I hear or not I shall go There to sail the first of January unless more Than I now know prevents me. I shall a long journey of five thousand miles from here to Havana & do not know That I shall meet a human being to whom I am known. But if I keep well I

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shall not mind that especially as I am homeward bound, for altho [although] my hearth Stone is desolate, & clouds & darkness hover over the little remnant that is left of us, and upon all of our poor friends & country men, yet when you get home Washington will contain nearly all that is dear to me in this world. I remained at home yesterday after I got [deleted text: [illegible text] ] up (which was about eleven o clock) [deleted text: until] & paid my visit to the office, until after five and as Mr Burt & Julia were still out I went out alone to my solitary meal. They. had been to Bon Marchi [illegible text] after dark & [added text: Mr Burt] remained at home last night, where we sat up Till twelve oclock. waiting for Julia to return from The Theatre.
Mrs Burt & Julia are very busy getting ready for Their Italian trip & I think They will leave on Wednesday. I expect to set off The Same day. I feel very sorry to[deleted text: [unclear text: leave] ] See them "turned loose" in Europe but I shall do the best I can for them before I leave & commit them to as good hands as I can find. I greatly

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fear Mrs B. [Burt] does not or can not exercise sufficient control over Mrs C. To day [Today] I am Still in & have not gone out to take my walk, It is cold cloudy & chilly & dismal weather, & but little inviting out of doors, but I think it is necessary to go out! My cold continues to improve & I think I should soon get well if the weather was_ at all good, but it seems impossible to improve Such weather I hear you have had Two bad days for The ocean, I count Them as They go, anxious That They may pass away quickly [deleted text: while] until you get off the sea.
Monday morning
Dec 24th
Dear Julia

I got your pencil note This morning from Burt & was glad to hear that you were thro' [through] that dreadfully fatiguing journey & safe on board. Tho' [Though] you were evidently [unclear text: sad] , I trust you may have a [unclear text: good] voyage across, I see by the papers That Mr. Rawlings got to N. [New] York on the 20th Decber I hope to hear of your safe arrival

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before I sail. I can hear nothing from Cadiz the first of the private telegrams but I shall leave day after to-morrow [tomorrow] any how I will keep this letter open until To-morrow [Tomorrow] & write you my final arrangments -- Farewell till To-morrow [Tomorrow]
Decb. 25th 1866
Dear Julia,

When will our misfortunes end? to day [today] I met Alice Alexander in the Streets & She told me that She had a letter from home, announcing The death of Dudley's mother, it made me so Sad, that I immediately came back to my room & have seen nothing of Christmas in Paris. Mrs. Burt & Julia are both out, I have Scarcely seen Them Since you left, they are busy preparing to go to Italy & will leave tomorrow [tomorrow], they say, I will keep This letter open until I leave, day after To-morrow [Tomorrow] for I have to give you the last news. I can hear nothing of The [unclear text: Steamers] but will go any-how.

Farewell