~ pissing gomeone ~ What do you do if you miss someone you love, just beep your eyes to heaven, and know they are watching you from above. / used to fear forgetting what each of them looked like, but happiness is being able to hear their laughter is what / realized. Always with a joke or story to share, the time when they were my age, or when they began losing their hair. / imagined myself as a baby and our meeting for the first time, / imagined showing you my own baby many years down the line. How was / supposed to know this day would never come, but Ill cherish all of our memories and hours of joy and fun. When / felt too tired for crying and no more feelings were left to show, / began writing these few lines and again tears began to flow. I still laugh and smile at memories that float by like movie scenes, some times / see your happy faces in my nightly dreams. As much as it hurts not to have you here, you are with Cod in a better place, and your laughter whispers near. ... Courtney McCoy